same

It took me along time to figure out why it hurt so bad

Its gonna take even longer for me to finish healing.

But there is no amount of time or anything,

That will make me forget what we had

And everything i felt for you.

Its stays and resurfaces every time I think of you.

I accept that I am no longer what you want

And I will do my best to be happy for you

I am learning to keep these things to myself because… it wont change anything between you and I.

Just know that I am grateful for everything our love taught me

I'm grateful for all the times you were with me.

But there are so many things I regret that we never got to do.

But I'm glad that she now gets to do them with you.

I'm glad she makes you smile

I'm doing my best to not get in the way

I just want to be happy on my own… the same way.