Stay

Everything is not ok

I can’t do this anymore

I don’t know how to help others and I don’t want to help myself

I broke myself trying so hard to fit in with people who never wanted me

And now I’m in a mess of the world’s smallest pieces and I don’t even know where to start.

I can’t control everything but I want to .. and sometimes I try.

I just want to make everyone happy, but in turn, they make me cry.

If there’s something wrong with me… why don’t they tell me... And how come I never knew.

…i don’t want to hurt anyone.. Especially you.

Everyone leaves me… even when I want them to stay... But if that’s what you want then.. Have it your way.

I’m sorry… I know you don’t want this... I’m sorry if I’m not enough or perfect like you thought I was... But I at least tried to make you happy.

Goodbye… I hope to see you again...

And maybe next time .. you just might stay.

-D.L.E