Forever

I can talk to all these pretty faces but they are just empty wrappers filled with air.

I could try to pretend to care about them but you mean so much more.

There’s something inside you, I can feel that your not hollow like the others.

What I thought I saw in them shows clearly in you.

We’ve been through so much together and separately but things seem easier when we are not apart.

Time flies faster when we are US and not separately just you and me.

You’ve been there for me on my hardest days, you seen the mascara run in black tears down my face.

You’ve know me better then anyone over these past 4-5 years.

We know each other like the backs of our hands.

But yet we argue and fight again and again.

Instead of compromising….. Your off punching walls while i’m sitting on the floor crying.

I’d say it’s all my fault, but in truth … we are both to blame.

You have ruined other guys for me, because of you i have a strict type but…. The others find it impossible to keep me happy.

I know i’m not like other girls but that’s not always such a bad thing.. At least that’s what you said you love about me.

I'm bull headed like you but you used to say it’s cute, you liked me not being easy...at least not for anyone ..but you.

Last month… I said that i loved you.

Thinking it would have been the last time i ever got to say it to you.

You responded why...and i got mad and cried.

We talked for hours and you finally said “ you know i still love you right?” catching me off guard.

I thought you hated me ...after what i felt was a fight.

But you always tell me you could never hate me...and never want to try.

But I'm fixing up a plan to make life easier for you.

Because i need for you to move on …. Even though in my heart I know that I want you.

I want you to be happy.

Your life would be easier without me completely.

Because ... Even though you complete me....

And I love the way you get me feeling... deep down, i really hate how

you pushed me away, and all the times i did the same.

The struggle is real!!!!

Love isn't meant to be easy.

But in the end, you and me... that feels easy, it just feels right.