Forever really meaning never.

Somethings don’t work out And for good reasons. Maybe this is for the best, So we can experience the rest of our youth. I used to dream about spending the rest of my life with you, Now it’s one fight after another with you. I used to ignore all of our flaws. Now they standout, Like fresh new wounds from the sharpest claws. The weird thing is that this does not hurt, Us stepping back, Not even a little, It actually does not hurt at all. I do not feel scared, I do not feel alone. Maybe that’s because, We really haven’t been “us” for a while. And Yes I will admit I miss you, And yes I swear I will never deny the fact that I love you. I always have and always will. I miss how things were back in June, When we were always on the phone and there wasn’t A day where we didn’t say “I love you”. I miss how you actually included me and told me what was on your mind. But then once your depression spiked… I was a blurred figure, standing on a fault line. I hate feeling like you just don’t care, then when you say you do, the proof was never there.