Never again

I'm spaced out

I have my doubts

My vision cutting in and out

This time around, focusing on myself is what it's all about

Lost the person who felt like home

Now I gotta do this all on my own

Man, how I hate feeling alone

Pain so sharp, cutting it out to the bone

Gotta bleed it out, depressions got me in a fall out

It's an all out raggin war, battling my emotions, get hit with the 1, 2 then out cold on the floor.

Anxiety has got me now

Chasing me in circles, stuck on a roundabout

Feeling like imma wipe out

All because I'm here without….

The one person who made it all feel better,

Made me want to be a go getter.

Kept me safe and warm like my favorite sweater. Thought you were gonna be my forever,

Thought we would end, never, ever.

We were gonna live together,

build a future,

make a life,

had me really believing I was gonna be your wife.

But it was just a dream,

Not what it seemed,

Bunch of empty promises you made to me.

You maimed me,

slandered my honor,

I already had names for our daughters.

But you threw my love to be slaughtered.

I want to hate you,

I fucking need to,

Cause loving you hurts…

When it's not supposed to.

I never expected too much from you,

just wanted to love and be with you.

Thought that's what you wanted too.

Guess you changed your mind.

Me coming back was a waste of time.

Just wish i knew how you do it,

Forget about our love like we never went through it.

But this was the last chance and… we blew it.

Cause there won't be a next time and you knew it.