Covers

This cold feeling,

Isn’t it beautiful?

You get used to it.. Or at least i did.

To be betrayed, is nothing new to me.

I just let it go, even though it hurts.

People who promised me they wouldn’t..could and did.

These apologies that are on repeat, a broken record i shattered at my own feet.

I’m tired of all the silence and i’m sick of the noise!!

So i blast my music loud to block out the world and the voices that hurt.

I watch the world through the windows and screens that keep me trapped this reality and caged me in.

The only place for me is wrapped up in my blankets, but all the covers in the world wouldn’t keep me warm.

#anxiety #lonely #unwanted